Wednesday, July 20, 2005

....hhhhhmmmmm.....

......hhhhhmmmmm.....to be honest I've got no clue what to write down here. It's been so long since I last wrote anything down here. Alot has happened for the past couple of weeks that I don't even know where to begin...my life is making no sense right now. I feel that I'm not where I'm supposed to be and that I'm not even enjoying what I'm doing. I'm still a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and that reason hasn't been shown to me just yet. I'm still trying to figure out the most important parts of my life and yet I have no one to talk to about this. I just feel like I'm trapped in a room with no lights and the candle I'm holding is slowly melting away and I can't find anyone to help me....sad but I know I've got to get through this even if I have to do it alone coz not even the fact that I have alot of friends doesn't console me anymore. I AM ALONE....